Wednesday, December 12, 2007

My View of ALS

All of us in the ALS community are coping with an enormously varied disease. No two cases fall in the same etiology, starting point, sequencing or stages, or rate of progression. The end result seems to be overwhelmingly uniform, i.e., a one way ticket to the happy hunting grounds. There is no cure. The many professionals we consult with can do little more than deal with symptoms that arrive as the disease relentlessly progresses and provide palliative care. What matters most, therefore, is the process of moving through this strange disease. There are lots of disguised “ blessings” stemming from ALS that make this disease unique. We generally retain all of our senses and our mental acuity, which means that our ability to experience the outside world is much more viable compared to those suffering from many other terminal diseases. We have time to put our affairs in order, repair damaged relationships and enjoy long goodbyes to loved ones and friends. We can still enjoy great literature, beautiful music, good food (at least for a while), and conversation. We can, with the assistance of amazing technologies, move about, use our computers, and enjoy relationships with loved ones and friends. The downside of these “blessings” is that we get to witness and experience in full technicolor and 3-D the gradual disintegration of all activities related to our voluntary motions. At some point, many of us will end up “locked in” and totally unable to communicate with the world.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Tony,
What you said was beautiful, exact and to the point. I could not have said it any better. I myself am fighting a slower battle, PLS Primary Lateral Sclerosis. A lot of doors have closed on me but more are opening up. It’s amazing how much we take our lives for granted. It is great that people like you share your experiences with others. I’ve really never taken a real vacation anywhere and I hope to do so before I can’t easily move anymore. Hang in there. You’ve got it right. DW

Tony Wallace said...

Hi DW,
Thanks for your kind words. Susan and I took a cruise after my diagnosis. It was very relaxing and fun. Now that I'm on a feeding tube, cruises seem a bit less attractive. By all means take a trip and try to do things on your various life lists. As I like to say..."go for it." Just don't get too tired doing anything b/c getting tired is not what you want to do with this disease. It seems to speed up the progression.